I fell asleep
in the passenger seat
you were next to me
one hand on the wheel
while the concrete overpass
glowed
in the afternoon light
and i felt safe
encased in steel.
when I woke
you were singing
softly
wondering when
your love would return
I tried not to move
wondering if you’d noticed
I was back on earth. »
there are few things as joyful as getting lost in a small town in another country, camera in hand. »
being there
isn’t the same
as thinking about
being there
it’s hot
and most times you’re not
entirely sure
what’ll happen next.
your vocabulary is limited
to simple things
and it seems everything
takes forever.
some moments
you feel you may actually
die
from worry
but when you’re back home
idly tapping
your desk at work
on a stuffy afternoon
you’ll wish you were
anywhere but
here. »
we hit town
one dusty afternoon.
after some bad food
and good music
the next day left me
sick and confused
drifting in and out of sleep
under a mosquito net
in an upstairs loft
of a traditional Thai household
with just enough heat
to feel uncomfortable
and just enough medicine
to get me through.
cats wandered by
my friends looked concerned
but all i needed was time.
the day after that »
“every time I’ve been here
felt like it might be the last,”
I told them,
“but maybe this time
can be different.” »