melbourne

I feel my body pulling away from me deep in the night whispering about how the future could be if only if only i could rebalance. »

some days you can almost believe that you’ve found the cure for the everyday dreambut other days you’re limping home from the station when the phone rings and the other end’s full of exasperation that you’re not somewhere convenient suddenly ready to jump into action (because nothing else matters right?) you want to throw your phone into oncoming traffic to let the voices be drowned by hungry engines but instead »

it’s important not to attach too much importance to individual items of clothing… …having said that i felt so let down by this jacket so much promise so little value sprouting holes after only a year (if that) and i tried to put it away but you know how it is you find yourself suddenly awake on the morning tram and you’re wearing it again only one pocket usable »

just after 8pm I awoke from a spurt of work pondering the vagaries of operating systems and randomly aberrant behaviour but suddenly my head broke the water and I was gasping for air wondering what am i doing here? and why this? on a sunday evening? »

somewhere up the main road after a bit of a walk there’s a little bakery where I can buy a takeaway coffee from a friendly face. it doesn’t taste that great so i drink as much as i can while i walk until i’ve had enough and find the nearest bin. there’s just something about seeing a happy face when i’m walking up in that part of town on a sunday morning. »