8:30am
and there’s a drunk
woman on the tram
chatting away
to everybody
the kids going to school
then a young mother
with her baby
strapped to her chest
it’s as if
life is one big
endless conversation
for this woman
though she pauses
to swig some more
red wine
from a water bottle
every now and then.
“you’ve got hair
in your ears.”
she tells an old man »
musing over lunch
about how
i rarely have anything
useful
to say to
interesting people
such as it is
good words
don’t keep any company
in my world
greetings from afar
in town soon
catch up for drinks?
sure
but what have i been doing
lately?
drifting along in the
everydayness
and lacking in
quality verbiage »
i walked for a while
in a jacket
though it turned out
to not be jacket weather
looking for signs
reclaiming some sense
of personality
that you lose
when you’ve had a cold
for a few days
just a minor, utterly trivial
thing
but it nags at you
until you do something
about it
and so i did
before too long
i left behind
the side streets of fitzroy »
my sinuses
have a mind
of their own
pulling the reins
for a few days
i’m no good
at being sick
i can’t stay in bed
a simple walk
to the supermarket
seems fine
i’m able to dodge
the bitter
pinched-mouthed
old lady
pointing her trolley
directly at me
as she turns
into the aisle
and it’s almost
pleasant
being outside
but my sinuses
know who’s in control
and once i get home »
2 hours
revisiting old photos
until i realized
i’d run out of disk space
copying them in
instead of referring to them
in apple software-speak
5 minutes
deleting them again
a simple
random
mistake or is it
my mind playing games
when I try
to look back? »