buzz & fade

i wandered, lonely, in a crowd with every step i was in somebody’s way they were nice about it but i couldn’t help feeling awkward and empty. »

sometimes i crave the old, familiar places where giants walked the earth and the rest of us scurried afterward looking for the things left behind. »

so many words to leave unsaid but by the time i finish recording them the moment’s gone their sense of useful meaning completely evaporated up into the night perhaps to mix with somebody else’s discarded notions creating a tiny spark that I’ll never see until i reach a little town called dreamland. »

dream: i don’t remember much just the blurry image of us driving up some busy road huge Chinese restaurants all with flowery names lined the left side of the street fishtanks just inside the door so you could choose simply by driving by assuming the traffic didn’t get you first. »

i jumped off and in on a small mat in a tiny room complete with a wandering cat and chatty co-participants. the relaxed feeling stayed at least until mid-afternoon but wisps of it come back to me in idle moments. »