buzz & fade

i spend my days passing your monoliths feeling pushed and pulled shaken and stirred until my head feels dizzy i’m lost on my feet and all I want is a quiet sit down. »

hiding from the relentless outside the cursor waits for words mid-screen mid-sentence blinking away my attention though today it competes with a spinning ceiling fan and also a pocket dictionary that fits no known pockets in this world. »

the sun directly overhead while we circled old metal beasts from the age of steam and that other age of diesel and electricity the blue and yellow livery representing good memories or at least the ideal of such. »

a warm night the sun sets outside through the rear window and a man with a hat on a chair at his side plays his guitar opens his voice and lets out his demons bellowing from the mountaintop i leave a little early so something remains unsaid and unknown but i hear his echoes over the traffic as i find a way home. »

the more i see the more i want to see i could spend weeks exploring here on foot reconnecting with tendrils of family knowledge learning the significance of everyday things i never knew back in Melbourne. »