https://lonelyradio.net/buzz/tags/memories/ Recent content in memories on buzz & fade Hugo -- gohugo.io en-au Tue, 05 Oct 2021 07:26:41 +1100 https://lonelyradio.net/buzz/post/2021-10-06-and-fade/ Tue, 05 Oct 2021 07:26:41 +1100 https://lonelyradio.net/buzz/post/2021-10-06-and-fade/ It felt so long since I curled up with a good book that finally doing so felt more dreamlike than usual. Phrases, other people’s memories and the general possibility of something beyond the everyday sameness nearly manage to dislodge some long-seated worries leftover from what feels like a lifetime of work. https://lonelyradio.net/buzz/post/2020-06-08-western-times/ Mon, 08 Jun 2020 17:21:11 +1000 https://lonelyradio.net/buzz/post/2020-06-08-western-times/ I hadn’t walked this street in years avoiding stray memories so I armed myself with brand new music. Somehow, though the right song hit the right notes and when I turned left to look it hit me right in the feels. Fourteen years and the source of… …plenty of experiences I can neither avoid nor disavow. Reaching the main road in a gasp of air I hurried on my way https://lonelyradio.net/buzz/post/2019-04-22-lost-in-time/ Mon, 22 Apr 2019 13:21:00 +1000 https://lonelyradio.net/buzz/post/2019-04-22-lost-in-time/ it’s a bit like that song: “I would have thought that after all this time I could change / but now I find, I still feel so afraid at the chance of seeing you.” I waxed as you waned I didn’t yet have a grip while yours was slipping. I’ll never forget the final time I just wish there’d been more. https://lonelyradio.net/buzz/archives/2016/01/04/back-forth/ Mon, 04 Jan 2016 09:24:11 +0000 https://lonelyradio.net/buzz/archives/2016/01/04/back-forth/ a new year scanning a roll of film in one room an old Field Mice album plays in another memories slightly removed a chance meeting and a twinge of regret resolution is just out of reach https://lonelyradio.net/buzz/archives/2013/10/09/ages/ Wed, 09 Oct 2013 09:22:24 +0000 https://lonelyradio.net/buzz/archives/2013/10/09/ages/ a number of times lately I’ll hear a song or an album by someone from around 7 years ago and think “was it really that long ago? I never let that one sink in like I did their earlier work” and then I wonder why everything changed in those recent years? why did I stop? why did I stop enjoying things like that? The horror creeps in making awful suggestions https://lonelyradio.net/buzz/archives/2013/02/26/wedge/ Tue, 26 Feb 2013 08:38:54 +0000 https://lonelyradio.net/buzz/archives/2013/02/26/wedge/ “every time I’ve been here felt like it might be the last,” I told them, “but maybe this time can be different.” https://lonelyradio.net/buzz/archives/2010/01/02/new-years-day/ Sat, 02 Jan 2010 00:59:26 +0000 https://lonelyradio.net/buzz/archives/2010/01/02/new-years-day/ I’m walking down Fitzroy St in Fitzroy, when I stop to say hello to a cat. As it stretches and stands up to look at me I hear an old Hank Williams song – Honky Tonkin’ – wafting through a screen door next to me.